pharishta

i've spent far to long searching for a past to find my future i've watched too many tears to see the passing smiles i've watched the steps i'm taking and completely missed the miles now i'm looking forward and losing the here and now forgetting what has built me i see so much of what i want, a life a home a family to call my own but i am looking forward and i know those things are not there my future is what i'm choosing now my future is what i am choosing now no life will come and there will be no home and i know in my heart no matter what promises can be made i will never have a family to call my own

Happy diwali!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i know i haven't posted much in the way of quality lately. then all of a sudden it is like i posted way too much (if that is possible) but i had an idea and it had to come out. thankfully my baby girl is always a willing model when i am an over zelous artist. i loved her in this collection though. amazingly we only shot fourty five pix 28 of which i love and would love to post all of but that i know would be over doing it. so i chose only 11 to post. we had twenty minutes to shoot and only a 256 CF card to use. it was a good end to a sad mood. and she really did look angelic. I can't believe it has been four yrs. four whole yrs in two weeks